The Day the Blog Died

I think it was the first day of school. Or it might have been the day I got married. I've suddenly had a lot less free time since that day. Or maybe it was the day that poor Sparkles (that's my laptop) decided to stop loving me by getting a short in the motherboard and being very tempermental when he turns on and when he doesn't. But one of these days or one of the other ones that have passed since summer left us, is the day our Blog died.
So, since I've been playing too much World of Warcraft (but that's not news, is it) and fully believe in instantaneous resurrection.....tada! The Blog is back.
Or at least, I'm gonna try. :-)
So for my life update, marriage is cool. Boys are weird, but I think I had that much figured out by age 6. And girls are weird too. That one took me until age 12, but that's a carved-in-stone fact for me now. And then the happy day comes that you put them together. If I was a chemist, I could give you an example of two substances that when combined make some pretty much smelly explosion and that would complete my thought train here. But I'll let you more edumacated people come up with one on your own. Marriage is fun and hard and Jacob is so good to put up with my PMS. Former roomies, I know you can feel his pain. And just think, he's stuck with me for a long, long, long, long time. Poor man.
Classes are kinda ok, overall boring and the select few are as annoying as ****. Trust me. It is that bad. But I think I'm gonna pass most of them at least. Jacob said he'll be impressed if I can muster up enough interest to pull Bs. So that's the star I'm shooting for.
Work is the same old dysfunctional lab. But we put the fun back in dysFUNctional. Hehe, I thought it was funny. I got voted one of the two employees of the month this month. It's nice to be appreciated. And it's fun to have seniority and all that jazz.
I really hate the nagging feeling I have that I'm still waiting for the rest of my life to begin. I guess I was just too caught up in the idea that all the world would be right once I got married. Don't get me wrong, I've never been so happy with life as I have been since marrying my sweetheart. I just think I'm still waiting to be out of school and done with working and having kids, like that will make me the person I've wanted to be all my life. I guess part of me is wondering if I'm the only one to feel this way. Nicole said to me the other day that she feels useless in life right now. I feel the same way a lot of the time. I don't think it's just a Knutti thing, but I suppose anything's possible. I feel like there's more I could be doing with my probationary state, but I'm just too tired and lazy to kick things up a notch. Any opinions or comments are welcome, my friends.